Wednesday, January 24, 2007
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A brand new blog created by darnise :p.
tis will replace my old n shaggy diary from today onwards.
life hasn't been smooth fer me ever since i was born. thinkin bac, my mum use to hate me n dotes on my sis alot in e past n treated me jus like a maid, i began helpin out wit household since pri 3 n ended up i got some "jie pi" now. n e worst is when my dad's biz burst n my family break up. i grew up n went through so much n therefore i'm independent n mature. things gets better now, my mum stays wit uncle n my dad stays wit aunt. i stay wit my sis wit freedom to e fullest. to me, life's short, i jus wan them to be happi wit wad they have n who they wit, i dun blame them at all.. in fact i love them n enjoy my family life..
as fer frens, thanks god fer giving nise russel yuen pat n candy to me, they r my support outside home, although we quarrel n fight, but deep down in my heart i noe i cant live w/o them in my life..they r like gems which i will nv exchange wit anything else in e world..
as fer love mah...
its saddenin, attached to ah li who is married wit a wife. i've been wit him fer almost a year. i reali love him. he went up ytd. i did sumthing stupid sayin wanna return him bac to her as i hear "ANGELS" advices. i regretted so much n cried whole nite n cant slp frm 4am when he left. To me, nothin is more then being happi in e past until i met him, his mood completeli link closeli to mine, i'm now waitin fer his calls to patch things bac. nobodi understands me, angels tells me i'm still young dun afraid cannot find one. but wtf they know? i'm not afraid cant find its tat i love him reali love to core. so i dun mind being a bitch or even a devil cos i jus wan my laughters wit him so........
*ANGELS PLS F*** OFF FROM MY LIFE.
kinda tired lackin of slp, i'll see u when i close my eyes, i hope u can feel me, my emotion n call me asap. n i wanna shout out loud to u tat i love u n i dun wan to let go u at all.. may GUANYIN MAH bless me when she hears tis...